SOMEONE MISS OLD MOMENTS

I'm 17th now.
Its fun ofcourse, I'm grow up. I'm adult, uhm I mean approaching adult.
I have one bestfriend, a true friend I think, she life with me. And her name Eka.
I think she is my true friend, but I don't know maybe I'm wrong. Nothing true friends in world, yeah.
I just try be positive, I think it just matter of time. Yap, she have boyfriend right now, and I feel I lose her because of her relationship.
I just don't like her boyfriend, so I can't be normal like past and she different now. the different of her is great, she more beautiful, she have a good think now. Uhm, I just pray the best for her, I really think her is my true friend, and I hope that too.
I don't have a life now, I really want my life back or be better from past. Now I'm just nothing, I'm not college, I don't have a campus. I don't have a friend, now I only have a fake friends ew. AND I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND, yeah I think its good for now because I really tired to boys because of......my ex maybe(?) lol..
I think I just miss my past, its really cool. I'm cool before, not now.

Hey, you can do it Rhea! :) Do something!